Have a read of Peter's blog post about gardening.
But when one is passionate about anything in life, like a first girlfriend or a hobby… a passion; it excites you and it feels almost electric.Passion is so important. Doing what you do with love, with consideration for other people and the world and realising that you are one person with the power to change the world is an amazing thing, and every time you do it, you should be proud.
I still feel that about what I do. I am still that passionate.
Sometimes I feel like I’m on top of the world. Sometimes I feel a little down. It makes me sad.
But loving something, pretty much all you have know since you were a child, can do that. It's allowed. The reason you were isolated. The reason people thanked you. The reason they often cried. It is part of life.